#Let me not be Ashamed
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we need to make using chatgpt embarrassing bc sorry it really is. what do you mean you can’t write an email
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Please, for the love of god, please don’t be this person. No matter how long it’s been since an update, no matter how many unfinished stories are sitting on their account, no matter what - do not be this person.
Not only is it insanely rude, but you also do more damage than you think be being such a self-entitled ass about something someone created for free and for fun. “This author” can see what you say.
RIP decency indeed.
#Archive of our Own#Ao3#Ao3 Comments#Writing#Fanfiction#Fanfic Writing#I wrote over 100k on that fic before burnout took hold#I poured my heart into what I did manage to finish#adhd’s a bitch that doesn’t always let me write what I want to write but I got that far#don’t make me feel ashamed because you didn’t get to see the ending
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Let me not be Ashamed
Let me not be Ashamed
Psalm 31: 17-18, Let me not be ashamed, O LORD; for I have called upon Thee: let the wicked be ashamed, and let them be silent in the grave. Let the lying lips be put to silence; which speak grievous things proudly and contemptuously against the righteous. On a sea of trouble, doubt, fear, and despair, David says, “Let me not be ashamed.” I looked up that word in its Hebrew form, and here���s…
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#American politics#ashamed#disappointed#disconceerted#God knows what is best#grievous things#lack of trust#Let me not be Ashamed#like snarling dogs#lying lips#no good end#prayers not answered as we hoped#pride and contempt#Psalm 31: 17-18#sad state of affairs
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Love, Dhes
Parker,
It's unfair how time with you feels so short. How the last 10 years have felt like no time at all. I like to think there are other versions of us out there, somewhere. Maybe in another timeline, another universe. I like to think we find each other no matter where we are or what we're doing. That we're together and happy and I get to love you in a dozen different lifetimes. That's what I hope, anyway. And I hope when this lifetime ends, we get to start over and do it all again. Because once just isn't enough. Not for me. Not with you.
I hope the next 10 years pass slower.
Love, Dhes
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#myedits#sue#dhestyn#kelly#bow#stella#duder the cat#marky#jax#i'm not fucking recovering from this#critical damage has been dealt to me#GODDDDDD this edit took me so LONG.#the GOOD news is there ARE other versions of them & they DO in fact find each other in every universe !!#whether or not they are happy though. well. that's a different story#cough monster boyz. cough slaughter house.#:-)#ngl a lot of the time i was working on this edit all i could think about was how much dhes has grown as a character#like baby dhes genuinely was such a punk. wouldn't be caught DEAD writing a love letter#let alone to kelly of all people#idk i'm just proud of him. seeing him so comfortable with himself... how he's able to show that to others & not feel afraid or ashamed...#it's really sweet!!!#like ik y'all don't know a whole lot about the boys as kids (bc i'm v protective of them so i don't share a lot lol) but trust me.#dhes has come a long way.#genuinely feel like i have watched him grow & learn & change & it does. give me feelings.#n e way. that's it.
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hi i can no longer act coy or hope that a job will come in time so im coming to everyone really embarassingly with my issues
in June I attempted to get fired from/left my job after having a really embarassing public meltdown due to having Rapid-Cycling Mixed Bipolar and the unending stress of that job of 3+ years. I've been struggling to get a job afterwards due to being in CA without a vehicle, and i'm currently working on an overdue commission so could not open up any more.
Soon after, my mother's car imploded, and a series of incidents related to a used engine and taking out a loan with a friend has left her both needing to pay back the loan and still needing to get a new car, putting her thousands in the hole.
my mother has allowed me to not worry about paying rent while unemployed, but now the person living with us is moving out, so it will be on me and my mother to pay rent, upping mine from $300 to $500 a month. I am currently job hunting with good prospects, but I am still in need of some assistance.
I DO NOT WANT TO ASK FOR DONATIONS WITHOUT GIVING SOMETHING IN RETURN, I have a very bad time taking help from people without doing something in return because I do not want people to feel like they Have to give me money or help me, I want to Offer something in return for that money, even in a situation like this, because I want everyone to come out on the other end feeling fulfilled, so I'm offering some (slow) cheaper commissions I can work on in between the bigger comm I owe.
My kofi is always open for donation sketches ---- you can donate the minimum amount (or whatever you prefer) and get a drawing like this of anything as long as you put it into the donation message!
i cant currently take on big commissions as I have one i owe and the commissioner is a very generous person who has been waiting a good few months for me to finish one during this hectic time, but if you're interested in getting something a little higher quality for a donation, a $30-50 USD donation can get you a ''simple commission'' styled drawing --- that is, you give me a prompt and character refferences (ocs or fanart, up to 2-3 characters depending on complexity), and I draw them like below (color complexity depends on price, the higher the amount the more the color).
You wont have access to revisions to make this as fast as possible, so i HIGHLY reccomend only getting fanart comms of these and to make sure you really like my style!!
this is one of those situations where I DEEPLY reccomend people do not donate unless they want something in return, if you dont wanna ask for a drawing or anything i reccomend going to people in more dire circumstances and helping them out with your donation!!!
but if you want to help me help my mother get out of a bad financial situation and get a little drawing in return, you can do a small dono and att a message of what you want doodled, or you can email me at [email protected] your $30-50 donation reciept and what you would like me to draw, and ill try to get them as soon as I can
thank you so much for checking this post out and keep it real old school!!!!! i promise once this is over and i get a job we'll be back to your regularly scheduled art posting
[EDIT: PLEASE DO NOT REBLOG THIS VERSION. I AM NO LONGER TAKING THE SIMPLE COMMISSION TIER. REBLOG THE ADDITION TO THIS POST GIVING AN UPDATE]
#i usually lock these posts cause i feel bad having a donation post circulate but this one time i wont#i dont know why i jsut feel so ashamed how much ive had to ask for money these past 2 years. i think its been p rare up until recently#but i hate doing it at all because i feel like a teenager again and it makes me feel horrible#so thats why i dont want just donos w nothing attached puh lease let me draw you something 😭😭😭😭
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That voice has taught you wrong.
You can't outrun yourself, you can't guilt yourself away until you are left with someone "good".
You can't cut away a shadow, it will follow where you go.
You can't treat yourself like a solvable problem.
You are unfixable.
You were never broken to begin with.
Just taught wrong.
#comic#my art#my sona#ellteocs#hiiii this is a comic about struggling to accept that your brain isnt bad#just.... different.#society shames you for many many things and having an ND brain is one we are taught to be ashamed and guilty of#from a very young age#we have so much potential but let me be clear. we are not wasting anything by being this way.#our brains dont have thr zupport they need to work as effectively as we would like them to#that doesnt make you bad. or not snough. it makes you a house without foundation.#nobody would be surprised if a house with no foundation collapsed under undue pressure!!!!#you are the same way whether people realize it or not#be kind to yourself where you xan spare it#i know it is not easy. i still struggle. but you have to let that small soft kindness in you grow.
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inhales
#not ashamed to say i'd let vamp solomon drink me dry#from me#obey me#obey me solomon#sol#screens#obey me solomon x mc#solomon x mc#x mc
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Maybe I should do. Linktober? A bit? I would post egg carvings on some days
Egg carvings! :D it's an area of art I do a lot and would want to grow in... it's wierd tho ':D I hollow eggshells and engrave on them or carve them into shapes... I did this one quick today for examples
If yall want me to do it a bit I will... and that top photo would count for day one- mirror. The reflection setting in the sksw final boss is so cool to me and also I love drawing lightning, tho this isn't my favourite egg I've ever done. Anyways. I could do some days? What do y'all think?
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Edit: well I guess I'm doing it then! Happy October yall, this should be fun :D
#loz#zelda#smoll art#skyward sword#sksw#linktober#<even using that tag feels wierd#but I'm trying to post art and stuff on here#even if my art is odd hehe#this egg cracked and broke right after I finished photos. I dropped it I felt so ashamed.#perils of the craft lol#but it’s really fun! it’s delicate work. and it’s an area of craft I can safely say I’m good at. I’m an egg artist lol#egg carving is actually a super old art that I’m very passionate about and have worked on for years#haven’t shown y’all that before tho *nervous*#this egg didn’t take long. just triforce and silent princess flower and mirror boss battle thingy#I wanted to show yall some example sketches#I also would maybe engrave on glass a bit some days#I count the third poll option as a positive maybe#let me know what you think because I can’t do decisions
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Shower Show (18 +)
A/N: I thought about Fujin watching me while I shower, and boom came this story. Please enjoy! 😉😉😊😊
You return home from a month-long mission, warmly welcomed back by your beloved Lord Fujin. He's just as excited, if not more, as you are to spend time together, but first you wanna freshen up and take a very well-deserved shower. “Ahhh…this feels so nice…” The hot water felt amazing, washing away the dirt, stress, and bullshit from your skin and hair. As you relaxed, you heard the curtain shuffle behind you and turned around to find Fujin biting his lip and stroking his member while gazing at you in all your wet glory.
“Heh, couldn't help yourself, huh? Don't worry, I'm almost done.”
"Ohh, do not mind me, my love. Take all the time you need, and I'll enjoy this wonderous view."
Don't let his adorable soft gaze fool you. The second you step out of the shower, he will go absolutely feral on you. Pretty sure your body was more heated than the water at that point just thinking about it. As you continue to wash yourself, your mischievous mind decides to take over and tease the man. You rubbed all over your body in such a sultry manner, fondling your own breasts, hands tracing your curves as your hips give a little shake. You glance over your shoulder a bit to see Fujin mesmerized, stroking himself a bit faster as he enjoys the sexy water dance.
"Haa...you're just soo fucking beautiful..."
The desperation in his tone and groans are turning you on more and more. He's absolutely craving you right this moment, but hey, he decided to torture himself by watching. You smirked as you turned back around, bending over to rub your legs. The groan that left Fujin's throat as he saw your massive plump ass just a few inches from his cock, man oh man it drove him insane.
"You're playing a very, very dangerous game, sweetheart..."
“Am I now?”
Indeed you were. You began to rub your pussy, spreading your lips to display your tight, moist entrance with a seductive look in your eye.
“All for you baby…”
Aaaand with that....that right there was the final blow that broke the wind god. Accepting your invitation, he immediately shut off the water, picked you up over his shoulder and plopped you down on the bed. He didn't care how wet the bed was, he was gonna make you even wetter. You sat up on your elbows, taking the sight of Fujin removing all his clothes, his eyes completely filled with lust as he crawled his way towards you.
"I'm glad you've enjoyed yourself, sweetheart. But now it is my turn..."
Fujin swiftly pulled you by the legs towards him, and spread them wide open. Immediately digging his face in your pussy, you yelped very loudly, grasping onto his hair before he took both your hands and placed them at your side, going to town on you. His tongue rapidly penetrates your entrance, slurps up your entire mound like its ice cream and sucks the ever living fuck out of your sensitive clit. It was way too much and before you knew it, your legs trembled ferociously with your sweet delicious nectar exploding all over his face. You were a screaming, squirming mess.
“Ahhh! Nghh! Mmmm! Oh my- oh my g-AHH!! FUUUCK!! OHHHH!”
Fujin chuckled as he wiped his face and laid himself on top of you to whisper in your ear.
"So soon, what a shame. I was just getting started….”
Fujin then stuffed himself inside of you, and the sensation was just blissful.
"Nngh…FUCK!…" Fujin hissed, trying to compose himself.
That might've been the sexiest "Fuck" you've ever heard and it made you tighten around him even more. Without wasting another second, Fujin lifted up your legs and began thrusting like a madman. The slick wet noises echoed throughout the room, and you covered your mouth trying not to scream your lungs out, but Fujin feels way too damn good to not scream. He wanted to hear your sweet voice, to be reminded how good he makes you feel. His pace quickened, and you were just in heaven. You caught a glimpse of him immersed in the sight of his cock going in and out of you, his moans getting louder and louder before he halted himself and flipped you over on your stomach. He took you from behind, his pace now at a dangerous level. Your screams were buried in the pillows, hands and teeth gripping the sheets for dear life as he gripped your hips, enjoying the sight of your ass bouncing from his relentless pounding. You felt your knot break and came again, as did Fujin, screaming his ass off as he blesses your insides with copious amounts of his seed.
The both of you collapsed on the bed. Exhausted but oh so satisfied, panting as your naked, sweaty bodies snuggled together. But before engaging in another round, you needed to refuel. “Can we order takeout, please?” Fujin chuckled in agreement, kissing your cheek, super delighted to have you back.
#mortal kombat#mortal kombat x reader#mortal kombat imagines#mortal kombat smut#mk imagines#mk fujin#mk11 fujin#lord fujin#fujin smut#fujin x reader#i was showering when this idea slapped me across the face#fujin watching me shower is a kink of mine#no I'm not ashamed to say it#he lets you pick what food you want at the end#ughhh he's such a wind puppy 🐶
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I love wyllstarion because Wyll is one "Astarion admits all of his weird ass fantasies about things Wyll could do to him in bed but never would in reality" conversation away from realising his full potential as a monsterfucker and unlearning his catholic levels of guilt.
#Wyllstarion#Wyll Ravengard#Astarion#Like. Imagine Wyll being like “oh I am such a monster I had this terrible thought about finding hunting a turn on”#And astarion being like “oh I wish you were worse. I wish you would do things that would explode your pretty head with utter disgust”#And Wyll learns the difference between actually wanting smthn irl versus roleplaying/fantasising about something in bed#I love you wyllstarion roleplaying fics#I also think Wyll secretly wants Astarion to hunt HIM sexually#but he's SO ashamed to say that because it MUST mean he secretly thinks Astarion IS a monster#But Astarion is like I will eat you. Please let me eat you.
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1999 recording of noel playing the acoustic track for it's a crime, the unofficial name given to the demo that would eventually become let there be love.
the lyrics are completely different from the album version and they're pretty interesting, so i included them under the cut
Well you can say what you want But you won't get a thing from me And if you don't understand That's it's not in your hands you need
Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love
But you can say what you feel And it might never steal from me And then you must understand That it's all in your hands what you need
Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love
And I never knew But all the thing's that you've done Are coming right back to you But everybody know's that it's no crime
But does it make you feel ashamed? You never said what you done And there's no need to blame But everybody knows Yeah everybody knows Everybody knows that it's no crime It's no crime
So you can say what you want But you'll not get a thought from me But if you say what you mean Then you might get a thing from me
Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love
If I ever knew That all the thing's I've thought Are coming right back to you But everybody thinks that it's a crime
It never makes you feel ashamed You sit around and you sold And then you're passing the blame But everybody knows Yeah everybody knows Everybody knows that it's a crime
It's a crime It's a crime It's a crime
#i’m sure this has been posted already but i want it on my blog#let there be love… it never makes you feel ashamed… but everybody knows… it’s a crime…#noel………#why did he do it………..#let there be love ended up so much more optimistic#oasis#it’s a bit corny a la acquiesce but it’s oasis. and still one the greatest songs and makes me cry#and liam sounds really lovely and noel’s verse makes me come completely undone#come on baby blue </3#but this early version is really …#it took him eight years to write let there be love
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porcupine dilemma: no matter how strongly you desire intimacy, you will not put down your knife.
#crocodile has a possessiveness to him. mihawk is disgusted at it and at himself. for wanting to allow it.#the vibe was. crocodile grasping desperately as they get closer. as he realizes how deeply he actually trusts mihawk.#and mihawk is ashamed of his feelings. and much more used to loneliness than croc. but it becomes a struggle to keep his distance#and they cant ever really. stop being on guard. trusting someone not to hurt you isnt the same thing as letting your guard down.#there is a bit of a threat between them for a long time bc they know that they would kill each other if they had to.#you can come close to me but dont forget that i will tear your throat out.#ANYWAY. im obsessed.#one piece#sir crocodile#dracule mihawk#crochawk#wanitaka#op crocodile#op mihawk#hawkeyes mihawk#jart
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me when i see bts fancams from the floor seats and people are NOT going batshit crazy during songs like dionysus, mic drop or baespae....
ME.... IT SHOULD BE ME TEARING IT UP ON THE FLOOR!!!!!!
#bts#army#I NEED A CONCERT#BUT I NEED EVERYONE TO BE GOING BATSHIT CRAZY WITH ME TOO#OR I'LL BE FINE WITH A SMALL CORNER OF CRAZY ARMYS LIKE ME#BUT PLEASE#I NEED YALL TO BE GOING CRAY#u guys let me have a spelling mistake (i fixed it) but so embarrassing yall#just found out i made ANOTHER fucking spelling mistake im ashamed of myself#not but srsly#u splashed the equivalent of nearly 100 quid to go to a bts concert AND YALL JUST STAND THERE....? bro i dont mean to complain#BUT I DESERVE THAT FLOOR SEAT
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#a doodley#had such a horrible time trying to draw tonight how do i draw (faces) nearly every day and i still dont get it.#realized rn that ive forgotten how to draw like tops/backs of heads but i look at art from months ago and see that i never actually knew#i want to be more loose with my stuff but then it comes out looking Bad Bad instead of good bad#i dont get it and it never sticks and im so ashamed.....!#im so ashamed.... there's ppl making masterpieces in between studying to become doctors and im here#with all the free time in the world. from birth to present. and it's never gotten any better. despite any of it#everything i learn just turns to dust in time and idk how i want my art to look and i hate that it looks like me and has too much Me.#that's why it sucks i bet#im going to bed before i tear my hair out over not being able to draw#it's deteriorated so much more over the years bc now i overthink every little detail. how do i let go. AND make it look good.
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sorry old man 😔
#that part was so funny like#“noo im not an old man :((”#okay grandpa lets get you to bed#also that's my default obm mc#i have more of them but hes the one im less ashamed of showing#<- terrified of being perceived#i speak alot in these tags huh#digital art#obmswd#obey me nightbringer#obey me#obey me memes#obey me solomon#solomon#obm solomon#obm mc#obm#obmnb#obey me mc#obey me shall we date#obey me shitpost#obey me incorrect quotes#putting this many tags is embarrassing i just might put a ship one for traction#solomon x mc#what if i exploded#nb#my art#meme
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Panem leader: make people focus on romance so that people ignore the children dying and the dictature they are living in.
Hunger games fans : focus on romance and ignore the children dying and the dictature the character are living in while talking about the books and movies.
I think it exactly proves the point that Suzanne Collins was trying to make in the book.
And it's sad
#It totally ruined everlark for me#Stop only carrying about romance#Hungergame is about a dictature#But yes let's focus on the gales or Peeta debate#Katniss would be ashamed#hunger games#the hunger games#everlark#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark
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